Submitted by Mary.
So recently I lost one of my closest friends to a trivial falling out.
Not only did I lose her, I lost the most gigantic universe that we’d created together. I lost hundreds of carefully planned characters, moments, settings and story lines. I lost shorts that we’d written, faceclaims and unbelievably funny and adorable moments. I lost a piece of my heart.
Honestly, I miss her deeply but I also miss our RP so much I feel sick sometimes. I’ve attempted to write little pieces of fiction that stem from it but it’s just not the same, especially as I can’t write for her characters. She was so intelligent and witty with the way she acted for them.
It’s awful to say but I miss the RP almost as much as I miss her. I hope she thinks about all the good times.
this is what i’m terrified of…